short of me

Today sick jor ahh T_T

work till 10.30am like that dhen back home le..

sobs sobs.!

i hope tomorrow recover le.. i wan go back work ah..

alot of things not done yet T_T

today keep eat medicine nia.. dhen sleep sleep sleep..

xiaohui keep call me disturb me sleep ah.. make me panda eyes.!

sobs~! bully me nia T_T

i saw a few little cakes that attracts my attanetion lately.. lol~

wait i show u =)

nice ma? lol~ i see the deco dam nice.. but dunno nice to eat anot la.. wahaha.!

and and.. guess what.. the other day i walk in pavillion..saw this adidas jacket.. feel like buying.. but i guess around 200~300 bucks gua.. crazy.. lol~

now chatting on phone with xiaohui..

dunno why the digi so tut betul.. keep no network coverage at cheras area..

k la.. i kinda sick ah.. just took medicine.. wanna go bed now le..

nites all =)

My off day =)

Today nothing much to talk about nerhs^^
this morning woke up..
got 3 msges.. forgot from who.. but for sure 1 from ying. hahaha!
Dhen emm.. had MCD for lunch..
what else eh.. sweat.. i really dont know what to write..
cause i watched tv whole day.. lol~

at 2pm i think, started to watch "great food all over china 9 " - hawaii version.
Dhen after that, watch korean movie " coffee prince". lol~
Dhen here comes one of my favourite movie " momo love" xD by cyndy wang. haha!
i luv the show le.. dont know why~ lol!

after finish the show, chat with ying ying at msn ah =)
at the same time, also chatting with chou babi on phone.. wahahaha!
chou babi is my ke ai xiaohui la..lol~ she sure zi lian liao i say like that~ ahaha!
dhen after that, chat with girl over the phone lo^^
she ah! keep ask me go bed bed bed nia.. wuwuwu~ later i sleep until bcome pig dhen cham!

hmm.. i find "pulling sugar" kinda nice^^
before this, i made sugar paste high heels and ginger bread japanese house ah(those that follow up my blog sure had seen those pics i post up in my old blogs)..
but i never pull sugar before.. kinda interesting.. and really interest me..
i sometimes wonder, is it hard? lol~ or perhaps carving out an eagle from chocolate is harder?
oh well.. i really admire these artworks..

This one is some kind of rain-deer.. made from melted sugar.. really amaze me..

this one is a horse.. lihai hor? i wonder is it hard? i mean.. yea, im a culinary chef, im a baking chef and now a pastry chef.. i've done so many things, but i never play with this sugar before..really feel like giving it a try =)

haha~ thats all for today's blog bah^^

Thanks for reading it =)

Goodnight all readers~ mwahks.! luv all =)

WorldOfNoOthers aka Alex Ang

11.35pm Jan 9th 10

Another path of life

I dont know what to say..
I dont know how to start..
but i'm tired.. lol~
this morning.. 6.40am reach pavillion.. 1st to punch into office, and start work at 6.45am..
am sure, u gonna think that im crazy~ lol^^

Yesterday night didnt sleep well..
Xiaohui phoned me.. i know she's in horror..
i know she needs help..
i know she needs somebody by her side..
i just know.. why? perhaps because.. we're meant to understand each other..
but yesterday night, she couldn't calm down.. i couldn't speak much..
my dad was sleepin bside my bed.. how to you want me to speak much?
i tried, she's not listening.. little girl, to tell you here.. the reason for me to keep quiet all the time.. is because i dont wanna speak a word for you to think further..
I asked you to calm down.. is because your cup(brain) is full of water(problems), and solution(additional water) cant go into the cup anymore or else it will spill(over-limit). So i ask you to calm down (clear the water in the cup), dhen only solution(additional water) can be added into the cup.. understand ma? this.. is life.. it's like maths, there's always a solution.. only depends weather you can accept it or not.. thats all. Anyway, i'm not angry.. but yet i didnt sleep well.. i waited for your call, but you didnt.. ended up i slept around 2~3am.. but its okie..

At work today, no stress though, but well.. still trying to learn as much as possible and fast + smart. It's not easy task, but i'm trying eventhough sometimes i feel like giving up..
i'm just being hard on myself, trying to control my mentality thinking, and switch to not giving up so easily..^^

On the way back, went to Lowyat, check out laptops for ying ying.. lol~
so many people lehs.. but i asked a few shops.. no discount..
If want, wait pc fair.. but i didnt ask when.. so dumb har? lol~

Hmm, infact, i just back from pavillion also now..
went there watch avatar.. wahahaha xD
nice nice^^ luv it much but the movie abit too long @_@!!
see till my eye and backbone + pigu pain pain~ haha!

Dhen back, call girl chat chat..
chat half way, she ask me go write blog..swt!
dhen while im just about to finish this blog, she smsed "old man! i cant tahan edy, wan go bed!"
lol~ oh well.. kinda sad, but nvm la^^ dont wanna force people.. i wanna find kaki to chat with me now.. but i guess all sleep ler gua? lol~!
k la.. im signing off i guess =)
thanks for readin~
luv all.! mwahks~!

WorldOfNoOthers aka Alex Ang
1.15am 9th January (Blog for 8th)

Winter in mah lungs.!

Jiu Ming ahhh T_T
i keep sneeze sneeze sneeze!! so xin ku.! sobs~!
wonder who miss me so much le..
lol~

hmm. sorry for the late updates yah readers =)
kinda busy lately..
ysterday also work till 8pm.. reach home 9pm..
bath, eat dhen booonggg.! sleep jor.. and snore like pig.. haha!

Lately nothing special ah..
as usual lo..
still SINGLE.! i know lots of people happy la when i say that =_=!!
if i said im coupled.. i think nobody will choi me jor.. hahaha.!
but yahs.. same old reason.. nobody wants me cause.. i dont know..
i think "girl" said correct le.. all these are just lame reasons.. is okie.. i got over it.. =)
single so what? no big deal.. if nobody wants me, i dont mind single till old.. just a lil bit lonely.. but its okie..

the reason those girls gave me ; " you're too good le.. wo pei bu dao ni" OR " you're too good, i dont want to start any relationship with you, so we wont have the break up moment, dhen wont hurt each other, so rather stay with this current close friend stage" OR " you fell for me? why come out of so many girls u dont fall for, and you fall for me, this ugly girl?, i dont believe your love.."

What you say readers? any comments? lol~
so xin ku hor? aihz~ sad sad.!

hmm.. dhen at mah work place nerhs..
everything's okie la..
yesterday and today learn alot.. hoping can catch up with everything though..
had a bet with chef johnson, gonna finish learning and master all the pastry stuff in 2 weeks time.. im saying here, its not hope that i can do it.. it's a MUST to do it =) lol~
Dhen i can improve to be a better chef^^

Nowadays ah..
Xiao Hui and Girl also pei me alot bah^^
got talk on phone la.. got laugh laugh la^^
Ying ying also got pei me in facebook, chat chat~ haha!
JiaLin also ah^^ everynight also sms me.. hehe~

Thanks lots lots owhx! like this, i think my life wont so stress ah^^
got people understand me^^ i think without them in my life.. i really cant continue living le..
lol~! oh yahs.! i watched chipmunks! dam cutee siaaa! lol~
this thursday go watch avatar with head chef xD
dhen friday also watch.. maybe saturday watch "old dogs". hahahaha!

k la.. i wan go bed liao.. tomorrow need to go work xD
haha.! thanks for readin and special thanks to tracy and lynee for following up =)
mwahks~! luv all.! nites.!

WorldOfNoOthers a.k.a Alex Ang
12.22am January 6th'10 (blogging for Januray 5th 2010)

Suprise XD

heh~ i think i long time no blog jor^^
hope i blog back now.. less people will read ah^^
dont wan so many people know my thing bah XD
today no blog blog la.. 2moro only start back^^
haha~ whoever read this.. pls leave a comment saying you caught me coming back writting blog..
thanks yahs XD
goodnight!

Drizzling blood in mah Heart

Emo songs playing around me.
this time, im lack of my emo looks..
but im still havin an emo heart..
a small teddy doll bside me, without it's head..
represent it's just a toy, without any feeling..
why is my history repeating..
can someone answer me that? I.. dont wanna go back into my puppet-life.
I dont belong to anyone, i do have feelings.. i.. am not a puppet anymore.
Sometimes i feel like givin up, feel like shouting the dam whole world down..
but i cant.. i just cant do it..
i dont understand.. why i treat everyone nicely.. and most of them dont appreciate it?
Especially those who cheated on me.. have intention to lie my money, my feel, or just treating me.. barely just as a subtitute.. i'm not your backup, im not your toy.. please.. understand.

My mind is blank now..
so i'm just gonna blog the blogs i didnt update these few days.
last tuesday.. im into a *makin big money* project..
however, one single move, i'll lose dam big money too.. kinda risky though..
i'm sellin off all my genting shares.. ain't playing that dam shyt anymore..
it's not really making money for me afterall..

today on the way back, reached LRT station.. no taxi..
walked home under the hot hot sun.. 30 minutes..
my leg super tired..
while sleepin half way.. rain heavily.. the roof on top of my bed got soaked and leek water and there goes my bed all wet..
dhen during evening..
mom just called me brainless cause of something.
how nice to hear that^^

Tracy's homework also i havent help her do..
sigh.. i really exshauted..
2moro morning i back home.. sure will do for her..
Wendy yee say i didnt mention her in my blog.. and now i did..
lol~ these few days also got chat with her bah xD nice nice^^

XiaoHui back with her love problem again..
last night 4~5am+ sms with me..
i know she's sad..
she's crying in her heart..
but im working.. i got no choice..
sorry.. i can't accompany you yesterday night..

sorry ah bai zhu..
hei zhu keep ffk u..
that day i cant connect to internet..
reli reli sorry if i keep u waiting..

oh yahs.. yesterday lynee message me, say she following my blog..
lol~ it's a good thing =)
but after 5 minutes chat.. we didnt reply each other le.. zha dao^^

i dont wanna write so much..
tomorrow only write again..
signing off ..

WorldOfNoOthers a.k.a Alex Ang
10.01pm Nov 12th 09

Unexpectable routine

ahh.. need type with 1 hand.. my the other hand holding tooth brush brushing my teeth ah @_@!! haha!

Today ah! walao eh! i tell u hor.. really miracle.. i myself cant blieve..lol~
i baked all the breads with ah loong kor.. no mistake at all..
not even a single mistake @_@!! how perfect! lol~ really once in a blue moon le..
i hope today also like that ah XD haha!
Even head chef also happy today~ lol!

hmm.. early early morning mei nii sms me @_@!!
say she wan ponteng school dhen come pavilion wor..
lol~ but she reaching 12pm..
i finish work 10am -_-"
and i super smelly cause just finish work.. haha.. so i went home le =)
paiseh paiseh XD next time only meet u bah^^ haha~

dhen reach home..
bath and sleep like a pig =_=!!
rain so heavy also i dont know..
until my clothes outside i didnt collect back.. all wet jor..
swt!

aihz.. my cousin sis still in jail ah..
sweating sweating..
wonder when only she will be out =_=!!
wan go bail her.. but her mom dont let.. sweat..
really headache.. she everyday and night also cry cry cry in jail..
really pity le..

oh yah!
i wan complain oh!
dont know is it the medicine i take ah.. my body now all dam pain ah!
even my inner chest -_-" really xin ku.. but yet still need to work..
cham le..

guess thats all gua..
oh yah tracy.. not only u complain i got new blog no tell u la..
lol~ alot of people complain also xD haha! but nvm la..
now got new blog lo^^ hehe~
update yourself with my life ah =) have fun!

WorldOfNoOthers a.k.a Alex Ang
10.02pm 9th Nov