Emo songs playing around me.
this time, im lack of my emo looks..
but im still havin an emo heart..
a small teddy doll bside me, without it's head..
represent it's just a toy, without any feeling..
why is my history repeating..
can someone answer me that? I.. dont wanna go back into my puppet-life.
I dont belong to anyone, i do have feelings.. i.. am not a puppet anymore.
Sometimes i feel like givin up, feel like shouting the dam whole world down..
but i cant.. i just cant do it..
i dont understand.. why i treat everyone nicely.. and most of them dont appreciate it?
Especially those who cheated on me.. have intention to lie my money, my feel, or just treating me.. barely just as a subtitute.. i'm not your backup, im not your toy.. please.. understand.
My mind is blank now..
so i'm just gonna blog the blogs i didnt update these few days.
last tuesday.. im into a *makin big money* project..
however, one single move, i'll lose dam big money too.. kinda risky though..
i'm sellin off all my genting shares.. ain't playing that dam shyt anymore..
it's not really making money for me afterall..
today on the way back, reached LRT station.. no taxi..
walked home under the hot hot sun.. 30 minutes..
my leg super tired..
while sleepin half way.. rain heavily.. the roof on top of my bed got soaked and leek water and there goes my bed all wet..
dhen during evening..
mom just called me brainless cause of something.
how nice to hear that^^
Tracy's homework also i havent help her do..
sigh.. i really exshauted..
2moro morning i back home.. sure will do for her..
Wendy yee say i didnt mention her in my blog.. and now i did..
lol~ these few days also got chat with her bah xD nice nice^^
XiaoHui back with her love problem again..
last night 4~5am+ sms with me..
i know she's sad..
she's crying in her heart..
but im working.. i got no choice..
sorry.. i can't accompany you yesterday night..
sorry ah bai zhu..
hei zhu keep ffk u..
that day i cant connect to internet..
reli reli sorry if i keep u waiting..
oh yahs.. yesterday lynee message me, say she following my blog..
lol~ it's a good thing =)
but after 5 minutes chat.. we didnt reply each other le.. zha dao^^
i dont wanna write so much..
tomorrow only write again..
signing off ..
WorldOfNoOthers a.k.a Alex Ang
10.01pm Nov 12th 09
BFF[s]
it's me
wei..nov 12 my bday ler..y so sad..u also didin mention bout me..n i didn treat as puppet!!!! not every1 de k.!!!
回复删除ahh? happy birthday^^ haha!
回复删除sorry la late reply here..
i wanna update blog also no time ah..
everyday work work work.. swt!
err.. i didnt say you treat me like puppet also @_@!! and i didnt have you in my mind when i said that =) dont worry =)
LOL kor XD we alive back tgt ady. :DDD cheer up la.. since last time until now ur life still the same.. hope u can change it.. i mean try ur best.. :) dont ever kena cheat again.
回复删除i will follow u ~~~~~~~~*sing*
also.. u treat me 100 nice i treat u 100000 nice!! :) i will appreciate..
回复删除if u duwan be puppet , ofcourse u can!!!
it's ur life!! u shud find someone better since u always get cheated..
dun be emo.. be average.. :) be happy :)
remember last time i say if i meet u i will help u ?? i will give u money.. i will try to make u happy.. :) *that was last time LOL. i think i said that to u rite?*
i hear ur problems i feel so sad for u ): i sumore wish u be my real kor ): thinking everyday i can play wif u XD
aiya.. okok i stop blabbing.. cheer up kor :)
,lynee.
swt swt!! zha dao lynee.. lol~
回复删除dont have to send in until 2 comments.. haha
thanks lots anyway =) heees~