Another path of life

I dont know what to say..
I dont know how to start..
but i'm tired.. lol~
this morning.. 6.40am reach pavillion.. 1st to punch into office, and start work at 6.45am..
am sure, u gonna think that im crazy~ lol^^

Yesterday night didnt sleep well..
Xiaohui phoned me.. i know she's in horror..
i know she needs help..
i know she needs somebody by her side..
i just know.. why? perhaps because.. we're meant to understand each other..
but yesterday night, she couldn't calm down.. i couldn't speak much..
my dad was sleepin bside my bed.. how to you want me to speak much?
i tried, she's not listening.. little girl, to tell you here.. the reason for me to keep quiet all the time.. is because i dont wanna speak a word for you to think further..
I asked you to calm down.. is because your cup(brain) is full of water(problems), and solution(additional water) cant go into the cup anymore or else it will spill(over-limit). So i ask you to calm down (clear the water in the cup), dhen only solution(additional water) can be added into the cup.. understand ma? this.. is life.. it's like maths, there's always a solution.. only depends weather you can accept it or not.. thats all. Anyway, i'm not angry.. but yet i didnt sleep well.. i waited for your call, but you didnt.. ended up i slept around 2~3am.. but its okie..

At work today, no stress though, but well.. still trying to learn as much as possible and fast + smart. It's not easy task, but i'm trying eventhough sometimes i feel like giving up..
i'm just being hard on myself, trying to control my mentality thinking, and switch to not giving up so easily..^^

On the way back, went to Lowyat, check out laptops for ying ying.. lol~
so many people lehs.. but i asked a few shops.. no discount..
If want, wait pc fair.. but i didnt ask when.. so dumb har? lol~

Hmm, infact, i just back from pavillion also now..
went there watch avatar.. wahahaha xD
nice nice^^ luv it much but the movie abit too long @_@!!
see till my eye and backbone + pigu pain pain~ haha!

Dhen back, call girl chat chat..
chat half way, she ask me go write blog..swt!
dhen while im just about to finish this blog, she smsed "old man! i cant tahan edy, wan go bed!"
lol~ oh well.. kinda sad, but nvm la^^ dont wanna force people.. i wanna find kaki to chat with me now.. but i guess all sleep ler gua? lol~!
k la.. im signing off i guess =)
thanks for readin~
luv all.! mwahks~!

WorldOfNoOthers aka Alex Ang
1.15am 9th January (Blog for 8th)